Sometimes it seems particularly hard to traverse the uncertain terrain of maturation. At times, I feel capable of seeing forward, of thinking ahead and being able to respond accordingly, in a manner that builds my character and develops my understanding of the world around me outside of my own internal world.
However, at other times, it feels like walking up a mountain backwards with thongs on. It’s just plain hard. Everything seems to happen so quickly that my mind just feels drugged and incapable of constructive thought. Continue reading
Emerging from the torpor, she is stirred. The beat of the drum arouses inspiration, and with the stroke of her brush, rhythmically slide across the canvass as one. Each stroke measured by time, her body gliding imperceptibly as musical motion takes her by the hand: one side of canvass to the other. Continue reading
The word does not expand enough to describe the colour.
Not blue enough.
It’s the gaze that moves me. Continue reading
Your goodness overflows like rivers of healing water, washing over those who desire it. To know you is to know your goodness Oh God. Your goodness transcends all human understanding.
Why, if not for love, would you sacrifice your Son for us?
Why not just start again? Continue reading
It’s time to wander
The cocoon of His heart
A place where one can
See through the looking glass Continue reading
Deeper,deeper are the wells,
Digging ’till no light to fell;
Darkness only, bar the spell
Of whispering waters that do tell: Continue reading
Phillipians 4:7 (Amplified version)
‘And God’s peace (shall be yours, that tranquil state of a soul assured of its salvation through Christ, and so fearing nothing from God and being content with its earthly lot of whatever sort that is, that peace) which transcends all understanding shall garrison and mount guard over your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.’
being content with its earthly lot of whatever sort that is…
I crave this contentment. It’s like a driving force that compels me to know more, to want more, to understand more. So I ask what it will take to come to this place of peace.
‘The only one who needs to ‘see’ you, is Me’
This sentence brought me to tears today, as the realisation dawned that I am not at all comfortable or content in the truth of ‘you in me and me in you’ and there being nothing in between. Continue reading